If I had not met Him,
I knew Him as a child. Where ever I go, they told me about Him. Everyone liked Him even I but never thought He too is thinking of me.
As I grew up I had less memories of Him, I looked around for love , a love that will satisfy my void heart. I checked in and around but could not find anyone. My haunt for love is just yet another disappointment. Negativity and hopelessness has already started bombarding my heart.
It only lasted for a little time until I met Him again. He came searching my void heart. He told me that He loves me. It was more than a sunshine on a dark rainy day. Yes, I fell in love with Him. I gave my heart to Him. He took my hand and told me He will never leave me. He promised me secure and a better future.
I came to my room after my classes in my college , my mind was packed with lots of works to do. We were already in the last days of that mid semester. I had my internal exams, assignments, lab works and my model exams. My brain was already heavy to carry all these, I know that I cannot do all these in a single day and was confused which one to start with. I called Him and He was ready to help me. He helped me in prioritizing my works and told me how to do it. Yes He taught me. He is an intelligent tutor, my helper.
The other day I was alone at my house, lonely and broken. My parents were supposed to come home that evening and I thought I will manage to have some snacks for my lunch. I couldn't think about what to eat and my health.It was love when he came to me and encouraged me to cook. It was a different meal that day and I lost my heart again when He told me to eat a little more. How much He cares for me!
Once it happened to walk to my residence after my work all alone little late in the evening. It was dark around and all the newspaper stories started haunting me. He suddenly came from no where and asked me not to fear, He also covered me under His wings as we walked together on that lonely road. He protects me!
I was late to office that day.As I was waiting for the bus on that sunny day, I saw people on the road busily driving on the road fast to their destination. I wanted a little kindness that day, He was Kind enough to arrange me a car with a stranger from the same office I worked but have never met. I could only thank Him for His kindness. Another day, while going to office I asked Him to get me a bus as soon as I reach the bus stand and as I had asked Him, a bus came but missed it in fraction of seconds. I thought He failed me this time, but in few minutes a van with luxury seats came I got in and settled myself very comfortably in the window seat. He whispered in my ears that He wanted me to have the best. He did not fail me but He gave me the best of a luxury van instead of a crowded bus.
It was late night I felt hopeless. I thought my life is gone as I cried to Him raising my hand to Him for help. He suddenly took hold of my hand and gave me hope.
Many times I have failed Him but He made sure that I come back safely every time I deviate from His love. I had ignored Him & Rejected. But every single second I shared with Him was precious. He was always available for me to lean on when I wanted a shoulder to cry. He laughs with me, walks with me even brightens my day when I am tired and dull. I would have been lost If HE had not met me.
Unless the Lord had given me help,I would soon have dwelt in the silence of death. Psalms 94: 17
He is my lover of my soul, Jesus. He loves you beyond you could imagine.
Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me. Revelation 3 :20
Invite Him to your heart. He loves you too!
