My demons

The demons in my mind

They really aren’t so kind

Baby just lay still

Till he gets his fill

Girl you are the worst

For putting yourself first

Why were you even born

If you were gone, who would mourn?

Tears fill the hallways of my soul

But not a tear is shed, Girl I play this role

Everyone sees the glitter and the sparkle

No one asks is there something darker

A diamond is tough

A diamond is rough

Nothing is made without pain

Let me try to explain

Every glimmer and gleam

Echos a pain that isn’t seen

The process it was painful

To talk about it would be disdainful

I thought I knew the way

Not knowing the price I would pay

People say I should be dead

If that is true please take my head

I’m tired of holding on

I kinda wish I was just gone