
MIRROR
I was walking around when I saw a girl, she’s smiling and laughing with her friends, she’s beautiful, she had a perfect family, she can get whatever she want, in short she had a perfect life that everyone’s dream, but why I feel something is wrong? I walk toward to her but my sight suddenly got blurd, I close my eyes and when the time I open it
I’m in another place now
“Where was I?”
I whispher
Its so dark and I can’t see anything, when I heard a noise its like someone is crying,
“Mo-m p-lease I w-ant to b-e wi-th y-ou no-w”
I confirmed it when she’s crying so loud, the light of the moon filled this place and realized that I am in a ROOM, in someone’s room why I am here?What I am doing here?

I circled my eyesight in the all sides of this room, and stop when I saw a girl sitting in the edge of her bed, holding a blade cutting her wrist I’m starting to confuse now, she’s the girl I’m looking at earlier, she’s happy but what happen? Why she’s cutting her wrist? Why she’s hurting herself and talking to someone while she’s alone, I want touch her I tried to reach her but again I failed everything got blurd
and when everything is clear I’m already in a school
I look all around when I saw her again, she’s facing the ground, wearing her black jacket, all the students look at her and say bad things about her
“She’s here again!”
“Hahahaha is she crazy!? She don’t even belong here!”
“Right! What a pathetic ugly creatures!”
“Garbage! Family of criminals!”
“Go away! We don’t like you!”
I look at her with teary eyes, I pity her, its like a puzzle that I’m trying to solve now, she just walk and don’t mind them, I followed her until she reached her room, she sitted at the back and talking no one, the day ends but I didn’t even saw her talking with her friends, I just followed her until she got home, when the time she open the door
PAAAAAAAAk!
One hard slap she get from her father, I look at her house, it’s a small apartment and look at her again it’s shock me when she didn’t cry
“Your stupid! I disowned you!”
(PAAAAAAK!)
“WHAT A USELESS DAUGHTER LIKE YOU! I REGRET THAT I LET YOU LIVE!!!”
She just past him and walk, her father shouted hurtful words but she didn’t mind again, I’m just following her and looking around, she enter her room lock it and go to to her bathroom, she face the mirror and hold a blade again, her face doesn’t have any emotions but her eyes telling me what she really feel, I saw different emotions, hatred, jealousy and anger she started to cut her wrist again and whispered something that make me
STOP
…….
“Stop hallucinating again Hera, your imagination won’t never be real”

Because of what she say I’m starting to solved the puzzled inside my mind, the first time I saw her is just her imaginations, everything that i think about her is not true because she just created it, she just imagine it, and the reality is what i saw today, I wanted to cry, iwant to hug her tight, i want to make her stop, I want to comfort her, she’s so young to experience this kinds of stuff, what did she do? Why she’s suffering?
She go out, and get something In her closet, a bottle of capsule medicine, I’m shaking now, I know what she will do next, she get a knife and sit in her bed
“I want to sleep”
FOREVER

I started to cry
when she swallowed all the capsule and stab her left chest many times
The blood started to filled the room, I’m crying so hard, I didn’t even do something to help her, because her body have been fallen to the ground and its make me cry more, when before she close her eyes…
she look at me, YES SHE LOOK AT ME DIRECTING INTO MY EYES, and suddenly all the memories I forgot started to get back, I wanted to scream! When reality hits me that the girl that I’ve been following is actually
ME
it’s me, she’s me!, the girl that just died Is me! What did I do? Why I gave up!? And when everything sink to my mind I shouted at the top of my lungs
“no! No! Hera! Please be alive!! Stand up please heraaa!!”

I shouted and walk toward to her, but she just smile, my favorite smile, MY SMILE
I CRIED! this is not happening! Please tell me this is not happening! Its not the right time to die! I didn’t even saw my mom! I didn’t even forgive my dad!! Please!!! Don’t let me die! Help me! Open the door! Ang call a doctor!!! Pleaseeeee!!!
Please! please….

HERA!!!!!!!!
My body got back to it’s sense, I look around me and touch my body
“Hera! The food is ready! Let eat!”
I look at the door and started to cry! Thanks lord its just a dream! I’m just day dreaming! I look at the MIRROR and smile yes I’m looking at the mirror when I wake up from my daydream
Thankyou for making me realize, thankyou for showing me the future, don’t worry I will never hurt my self again, I will never do that, I WILL NEVER GIVE UP
Thankyou
MY MIRROR

-not because your alone, you feel so sad, you came from a broken family,you had many problems you will feel so down, you will end up killing yourself,NO think about others, think about others who want to live longer, others who didn’t given a chance to live, to saw the world always remember THAT YOU ARE GIFTED because God let you live, when you feel so sad, God is always there for you,
In this story MIRROR take the role of GOD its like, time comes He will make you realize something about life
