How does this thing work? I tell you my story and you respond? A dog shivers behind me despite leading the most sheltered of lives. Not unlike me. Middle class, educated, no debt. Who am I besides a slacker. Everything half assed. Ruined one of the most important of my relationships for nothing. Searching somehow for anything to be passionate about. Obsessive personality with a tendency to forget and move on. What’s wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? In a committed relationship for 5.5 years and felt so alone toward the end. Only after breaking up and the arguments that ensued did I finally know how much she actually cared. She’s terrible at showing emotion unless its anger. Then why am I still in love. Fuck! I don’t know what I am.