Dude! This is huge and awesome! I appreciate your transparency and willingness to grow and realize who you are through your art. It could be so easy to keep doing the things that bring in clients, attention, etc. and ignore who you are and what you really want to do. I admire you stepping out and doing work that reflects the person you are. This will pay off down the road because the work will be even better because of this. Proud of you man, keep it up!