If I make it
financially, I have the question: where have you been these past 17 years in direct line of the financial and popular stuff of the past cannot happen as older years crept up on me. I realize I can do anything I want. I cannot do everything I want as I would never pick it to end. Why face death if you don’t have to?
Fear is a powerful drug on all human minds. I think we are born with it.
It is only when there are no buttons to press that allows others to control anything involving you, when you can laugh when people smite you, that then you can laugh about what held you back for so long.