Stuck Between A Rock…

And a hard place about the 2016 Presidential Election. An unhappy thing besides the choices are that the next day, I turn 56. I only remember an election taking place on the 8th of November, the day I was born on November 9, 1960. I will look up why if the 1st Tuesday of November happens on an election year, they must have it on the 2nd Tuesday, the case this year too.

What to do about Trump and Hill/Bill. I can only say that I am no longer shocked by what Donny says anymore. He would tell the Queen of the UK she is “Full of Shit.” The man has no muzzle over his thoughts.

Then, Hillary…. Having Bill in the White House again does me fine. Let him have all the sex he wants while she roams the World. I don’t think she is his sex partner anyway. I will keep those thoughts to myself as it is purely conjecture. But she does lie. So much so, that many bad things have happened due to her lies.

So, the rock is Trump and Hillary is the hard place. Also, if Trump wins, my used to be loved job as a Real Estate Appraiser has a chance to come back into favor. Hillary will follow Barac’s theme of: The appraiser is to blame for putting the USA in this miserable situation.

This is the 1st election in my life that I have not only followed everything since the “Get Go” watching Trump kill 16 challengers, but for the 1st time in my life, I voted in a Primary for my beloved Bern. I not only felt the Bern, I wanted a Jew in that dog gone White House. Matzoh Ball Soup and Gefilte Fish, Knishes and Kugel or Kigel… depending on which school of Jewish food you follow… all gone. I knew that he could not win. I love the people that others do not. My lot in life is to look on as all people my age got rich and say: “Oy Vay.”

I don’t know what to do. I will be watching the 3 Debates. I started driving for Uber and Lyft and I ask all I drive to work from 5 am to 9 am who they like and most are just as confused as I am. I have a real problem with lying which goes back to my 2nd ex wife. The first was mean. I can live with that. The 2nd was evil. She cheated her little heart out the last year of our… 5 years together. I actually have 10 years of marriage, 5 and 5, not 10 with 1 woman.

Any lying makes me upset. When Wife #2 left me and said “She finally loved herself,” with me being in self help and working with her for 19 years… it really hurt. She was leaving me to be by herself? She forgot about my friend who she left me for. She had no idea he could not handle her and behind her back, asked me to get him out of it as he could not do it himself. She knew he was weak and took full advantage of sex with his friends, almost immediately. That does not work well for her. She want’s the 5 years and has gotten 2 more down in Georgia. I hope this last one lasts longer, just so that I don’t know her now, way more than I ever did when she was up here in Northeastern USA.

It took me a full year after she left to find all of the men she had secret relationships with and even then… I did feel better about the self help aspect, knowing she had to have a guy to leave me… but now, my trust of anyone has gone to: If I ever get into a relationship, I will wait 1 year before any sexual act takes place including a real kiss which to me is the most exposure you can ever give. I would be considered more of a Woman, and she, more like a man who, I am told, can distinguish between love and sex. And let’s not forget she has my child that is now 18 and has never had another. My 1st had a 3 year old girl that I raised and I gave her another girl on the 1st time we made love. Documented by the Ultra Sound, her due date was exactly 9 months from the 1st time. She was only 2 weeks pregnant and knew it. Since she had a “Trist” with my best friend 2 weeks, before we were together… I thought: it must be his. No one can know so quickly. Not only was the Ultra Sound right on.. my first Ex had blonde hair and greenish blue eyes. I am dark and that 28 year old girl now looks so much like me.. it is scary. My 2nd ex that was the liar… with the 18 year old girl in Georgia does not look like either parent… but she did look like my family when she was very young. Now… looks like Miss America!

So, now you see part of my problem is: This Election is bringing up my 2 past Marriages: Trump being mean and resembling my 1st and Hillary being possibly Evil and representing my 2nd.

I am so lucky no one reads this stuff I write. I will be honest and see this Election through and write here. If not for anything else, I can have a laugh or 2…. eventually!