ddgski70
ddgski70
Jul 26, 2017 · 2 min read

I haven’t since I can remember ever really had any friends. To this day I still don’t. Ive tried and I just don’t click with people. The same goes for respect….i want somebody to legitimately respect and learn from. Alot of this may be my fault. I hold people accountable for the words they use . Let me explain… A friend is someone you can put your faith into . One that if your wrong they without a doubt will say something ect. To me that’s a small explaination. I hope you know what i mean . Nobodies perfect but a friend isn’t one that helps you one day then is talking crap trying to throw you under the bus in front of people they were just complaining about. You say “reinvent yourself “ ….i understand and absolutely believe that, but I’ve lost that fire in myself to fight or strive to towards something or anything. This isn’t a pity party about me in no way . I feel I merely exist and I can’t break away from it. I believe I’m depressed but all this I’ve actually gotten used to . I hoping this was ok to mention this here . I don’t know a single person I can even talk this to that will listen to what I’m saying. I don’t know , maybe someone out theres got a suggestion. I’m all for it if I tried it already. Like I say , I’m one of many I believe out there . Im an open book if anybody wants to know anything. Thanks , have a good one.

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