Telling things to myself.
Recently i have been very coy about everything what is happening in my life, like there are moments when i want someone to listen to me and sometimes i want to shut the door and want no one to pester me.
Broken dreams and thoughts asks me to look over to the future with hope but those also keep cribbing the same old thing which hurts too. Life is very unpredictable,to be precise its like a roller coaster ride you never know sometimes it gives you the adrenaline rush and tells all is fine go with the energy and sometimes it lifts you to the top and drops you down suddenly and you go clueless.
“Whatever happens, happens ! i will go with the flow” that is what i murmur to myself before going to sleep every night and the next morning i find myself with the same broken dreams and thoughts which haunts me and also gives me hope that hang on there, things will go fine.
So is it worth being coy ?is it worth being so reluctant ? Sometimes yes sometimes a No.

Phase -2 Finding Hope.