I felt trapped in this negative loop hole.
I didn’t see how or when this loop will unwind.
Slowly it did!
Positive thinking, a positive mindset, positive influences.
Let me tell you why I’m extremely happy, content and grateful (2months ago I wasn’t)
I lost direction, People I thought were my friends, family I found out weren’t. & the real ones bloomed. The phone I lost was recovered, memories recovered. The new job gave me more hours when others were being cut. I also got a 2$ raised, more dollars for travels. The place I was looking forward to move in got flooded, apt gone. Manger called and said “Debbie, because of the flood we will give you the upgraded apt with patio for the same price. Yours. Wow.
Can it get any better? Yes, the person I fought with, laughed with, traveled with has flowered into a great person, the person I dreamed of. Almost two years together and I don’t want to be with him because I’m crazy in love. with him but because I’m crazy in love with him even after knowing all his flaws, after disagreements, mistakes and everything “bad” about it him.
Life is really good. Im no longer sleeping in a baby’s room. Going from house to house. No longer wandering because I’m lost.
Now I can wander by choice. Wander in new adventures.
I Have finally made it to home.
Times WILL get rough. Life will get hard.
But I promise you it will get better.
Inhale, exhale.
Cheers!
