You DESERVE this. YOU did this to yourself. IF you went to college, or finished second grade, you KNEW THE MATH before you agreed to the job or signed the lease.
Again, you did this to yourself. You deserve this. NO, the world is not going to bail you out because you made so many bad decisions, including posting this.
Up until the moment you lived with the belief that you were exempt from the way the real world works. That you did not have to read the fine print or even do math.
I hope that somewhere in this you have learned a lesson — that doesn’t depend on your blaming anybody else, except yourself.