Second Time Around

It had been 10 long years of blood, sweat and tears.

A lifetime of sorting through my story, page by page, word by word in the hope that someday I would have something to offer the world. Little did I know there was another way.

Nearing the completion of my book I kept receiving these haunting messages — “You’ve gotten it all wrong.”

I would wake in the night in a panic…Something was telling me this was not the book I was to write.

The manuscript which I thought I was ready to publish — I’d been stopped dead in my tracks.

And then I received a very clear message: “There are thousands, no millions of books telling the same story.

People do not need to hear about childhood fantasies, or drunken spiels, or heart’s desire…people are ready for the truth. They need an answer, they need hope.”

Having been to hell and back, little did I know the beginning of my healing would start with forgiveness. A relationship fraught with conflict and grief which would eventually propel me out of a fear based world into a realm that offered nothing but Love.

I knew the plan worked. I was living proof. I also knew that if it worked for me, it would work for anyone.

I’d reached a state of mind that transformed my world.

I’d found a way. I’d found a way back to Heaven.