I’m Not Living, I’m Just Killing Time

I miss you so much. I want you here, beside me in everything I do. Holding my hand, kissing my lips, running your fingers through my hair. I’ll hold and kiss your hands. You’ll tell me and reassure me that things are going to be okay. Through all the bad and good, I want you here to tell me that life isn’t all bad, it has it’s ups and downs and that we will make it through. I want our hardships, our wonderful, fond memories, I want the pain and the love that can come from a relationship to be ours to keep, for as long as you’ll have me (forever, I hope.) I love you. and I can’t wait till you will be here for me to tell you that. I’m still waiting for you, wherever you are.