Who & What Am I?
Observing the Dream
Incarnation in/as a Drawer

What if we’re here playing a role? What if each lifetime is like a small drawer, & Who we are (as Source-in-form at Heart) contains them all — simultaneously?

What if we’re reality creators — not the human form, but Higher Self/Source acting in & through the 3D stage & form? Okay, it’s trippy — I get that — but so what? Being trippy doesn’t stop it from being potentially real, something closer to the broader, the greater Reality than what we’ve yet known.
Friends, our power is immense, even divine. Ego gets totally in the way of this, so let’s leave the headspace for a time spent in Heart checking this (or whatever else you like) out. Have you discovered, yet, how ridiculously more Heart Knows than the human mind? Now that’s a real trip!

We’ve been messed with, as humanity, since time immemorial, or so it seems — let’s just say for a ridiculously long time, in human terms. What we’re starting to discover is that our reality just isn’t real, not in any absolute sense, & how could it be, being contained in relativity as it is, where the only stable fact = change?
I had an experience where I saw myself not as the human form, but as one of those library card storage cabinets. I was the whole of it, the many drawers, & this lifetime was but one drawer. That drawer, on being pulled out, enabled me to escape the limits of the 3D drama. I could expand vastly beyond that one small stage, that apparent confinement.
On pushing the drawer back in, I found myself back in the pseudo-reality I once took to be all there is — back into the land of limitation I went. In a way, it was symbolic of the distinction between head-centric & Heart-centric experience, the vast range available only to the vaster Being.
With the drawer shut, it was hard to see anything beyond what 3D presented as real. With the drawer pulled out, I immediately gained awareness of the many other “drawers” I contained, knowing they represented other lifetimes, adventures in not just other places, but also other dimensions. 😲
We’re finally on our way to recognizing the Divine right where we are, always in us, actively working in, through, & as us but only when, by free will, that is our choice. Just imagine the Power of Source. Now imagine your power as the character in a dream of this incarnation. Side-by-side they seem to have little in common, but is that true?
We are That, friends, as well as this. We are both, but that’s not perceptible from within the closed drawer that doesn’t realize it’s only one of many such drawers in a truly expansive structure. Consciousness is what dictates our experience, & most of us are not fully in charge of our awareness, letting it drift & go where it will, not taking command very often (if at all).
What aspect of our Being, our self/Self, shall take command?
Why don’t we take charge of our experience in a more active way? It gets down to how we see & define the self/Self. Who are we, really? When we take ourselves to originate as apes, when we accept evolution as being real, we cut ourselves off from other possibilities. We’re programmed in so many ways to think less of, even ill of the self.
The realm of our Greater Being, our Source-in-form Self, is infinity-eternity, which blows the human mind at first — hard for it to imagine. While imagination helps to launch us on our library-card journey, a more real & grounded experience of it is available & kicks in as we relax into it.
We’re not exploring something that doesn’t exist.
Please consider — since consciousness creates, to contemplate something — anything — is to lend energy to its creation. No, that doesn’t mean it will suddenly pop into form, into our reality, but we’re contributing to its future appearance.
That’s hard to accept, so doubt clouds our vision as long as we allow it to do so. Our Power, vast & Divine, remains more like the dream to the incarnation, seemingly unreal. When we loose ourselves from our 3D bonds it’s otherwise. With a vastly changed perspective, our open-drawer vision takes in the smallness of the one drawer situated in a card cabinet so vast its boundaries aren’t visible.
We are That, Source-in-form, but we must allow it, must begin to accept it to more fully experience it. If we remain in our closed drawer, afraid to emerge into the greater Light of Who we truly are, we can only imagine such things. Sometimes that’s good enough; at least it’s enjoyable, a relief from being the captive of a constant mental focus.
We’re breaking out of the box, many of us. It’s available to one & all, being a simple matter of making the choice, of allowing the experience. Our journey from the small to the vast happens as we drop our old beliefs — all of them, eventually just fall away, unsustainable in this broader Reality.
That’s a big enough adventure — losing our beliefs, our comfort zone — to make many hesitate at the threshold, but that’s fine, too. This is not about letting the head, the mind force us into anything.
It’s all about touching bases with Who we are, leaning into That, & going with what feels best, i.e., having the direct experience.
Our mind can only know about a thing, unable to know the thing in itself as our Inner Being does. Our 3D reality remains relative, but we’re not letting that stop our progression up & out of 3D. In our time of moving on, many are already doing so, being constantly surprised by what they find, by what comes their way as they step into Heart-based allowing.
Our linear words don’t have the power to convey any of this. Those who “get it” do so by being in Heart where it’s more a consciousness transfer or connection. The words are certainly useful, especially at first as we begin to escape the cocoon, but ever less so as we go.
All of our limits & restrictions are of 3D & the incarnation, & they’re based on our beliefs. So good to discover that’s the incarnation as the merest sliver of our unlimited identity which encompasses other lifetimes, other worlds, other times. Nor are we always human, but I’ll leave you to discover that one for yourself.
No one can prepare you for this, but no one needs to since it’s your very own Self you’ll be exploring; the Self that Knows. We’re learning how to get out of our own way, how to simply allow What Is to be. I’ll close with a now-favorite quote, one whose depths I didn’t recognize on the first encounter:

We had an ego who believed it was in charge, that it had to run things. Little did we know we but partook of the dream.
We are the vastness, the limitlessness. In both motion & stillness, we simply are. It is worthy of deep observation.
Enjoy!
Namaste
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Monday, 2018/09/03 — Mayan day 6 Wind / Ik