Shoaib AkmalinILLUMINATIONJust Healing Myself!I find myself being okay to be left behind, to be the last person in a queue, to be someone who walks behind a crowd.·2 min read·Jun 8, 2024----
Shoaib AkmalinILLUMINATIONTo the person I thought I would spend my lifetime with.Some things can really change as time goes by.2 min read·Jun 6, 2024--8--8
Shoaib AkmalinILLUMINATIONWhen I Call to StarsTo be honest, I never stopped crying to the stars.1 min read·Jun 5, 2024--10--10
Shoaib AkmalTime will heal all the wounds!After all the pain that I’ve received from you, it’s unbelievably sad to still love you with all the broken pieces of me.2 min read·Jun 5, 2024--6--6
Shoaib AkmalinILLUMINATIONI’m scaring to lose myself again.All my life, I’ve always been so afraid of being left behind — over and over again.2 min read·Jun 4, 2024--7--7
Shoaib AkmalWhat I feel sometimes even all the time!I know sometimes it hurts to see yourself feeling so devastated about almost everything.2 min read·Jun 3, 2024--8--8
Shoaib AkmalIt was hurt too, but I never did the same to you.One of the worst feelings is when somebody questions your loyalty, even though they are the ones who betrayed you.2 min read·Jun 2, 2024--4--4
Shoaib AkmalWhat if you were meant to be with someone else while I was just meant to be alone?If you could still remember, I’ve promised you that I will never love anyone else except you. I mean it.2 min read·Jun 1, 2024--6--6
Shoaib AkmalI always console myselfI always end up like this — comforting myself and telling myself that I’ll be okay one day. It’s hard to make myself believe in hope…2 min read·May 31, 2024--4--4
Shoaib AkmalWhy I think like this way?Sometimes, I feel like I can’t even bear to see myself in the mirror. I hate myself a lot. I feel so sick of lying to myself that maybe…2 min read·May 31, 2024--3--3