Shoaib AkmalinILLUMINATIONJust Healing Myself!I find myself being okay to be left behind, to be the last person in a queue, to be someone who walks behind a crowd.Jun 8Jun 8
Shoaib AkmalinILLUMINATIONTo the person I thought I would spend my lifetime with.Some things can really change as time goes by.Jun 66Jun 66
Shoaib AkmalinILLUMINATIONWhen I Call to StarsTo be honest, I never stopped crying to the stars.Jun 510Jun 510
Shoaib AkmalTime will heal all the wounds!After all the pain that I’ve received from you, it’s unbelievably sad to still love you with all the broken pieces of me.Jun 56Jun 56
Shoaib AkmalinILLUMINATIONI’m scaring to lose myself again.All my life, I’ve always been so afraid of being left behind — over and over again.Jun 46Jun 46
Shoaib AkmalWhat I feel sometimes even all the time!I know sometimes it hurts to see yourself feeling so devastated about almost everything.Jun 38Jun 38
Shoaib AkmalIt was hurt too, but I never did the same to you.One of the worst feelings is when somebody questions your loyalty, even though they are the ones who betrayed you.Jun 24Jun 24
Shoaib AkmalWhat if you were meant to be with someone else while I was just meant to be alone?If you could still remember, I’ve promised you that I will never love anyone else except you. I mean it.Jun 15Jun 15
Shoaib AkmalI always console myselfI always end up like this — comforting myself and telling myself that I’ll be okay one day. It’s hard to make myself believe in hope…May 314May 314
Shoaib AkmalWhy I think like this way?Sometimes, I feel like I can’t even bear to see myself in the mirror. I hate myself a lot. I feel so sick of lying to myself that maybe…May 313May 313
