Great piece and so true. Currently, I have a lot of legalistic xtianity coming at me, the most unattractive kind, as it discounts and denies the 20 years I wrestled with that belief system.
I will share this though. A couple years back, just as I was coming awake, I suddenly found myself outside the boundaries of earth in the starry cosmos. For a hypersecond I understood IT ALL, and it was like being REMINDED of something, an OH, YEAH moment. Of course I forgot it when I woke but the message I was left with was, There are no mistakes. Everything is as it should be.
I still schlep through life. Still struggle. Still doubt. Oy, the anxiety. But I remember what I was told and I know there’s so much more out there than most people want to realize.