You cannot find you inspiration?

I have been thinking of what I should do after graduating… Should I work for some company or study again or run my own business? In case I run something new company or study more, I need money for them which i dont have. So i decided work for company till i have enough money. Okay, then how much will be enough for me? These types of questions were always tiring my brain while me struglling to find what is my exact way i go through for the rest of life.


Meanwhile, i also searched lots of information about self-improvement. Then i found out that i would never know what is my precise goal and dream without doing anything. Just thinking and planning cannot bring you anything. (Many posts on medium helped me to have this conclusion which is really important to me )

Few days ago, I had talk with almost stranger about his newly run studio. His eyes were full of happiness cause he found what he liked and has been trying to build up something which is very important to him. I asked him how he recognized what he really loved and could die for it.

He answered me that I failed lots of times. Failure helps me find out whether I can endure through hard times, doing that or not. I had tough times to make my studio such as finding investment. But i was so happy at those times.

Now I know at least i should do something. I planned to do some half time job in some companies to know how those positions feel like and whether i could die for it.

At last, I dont know someone is reading my first article or not. But if you are, Thank you.