Really thanks for sharing your story. I had done somethings like that. By now my self-motivation change, really declines, and now, again I need update and gain new skills as Developer, because I went out IT eight years ago, returning to Oil & Gas Engineering. This job field has fallen in my country agressivelly. When I decided move from Oil & Gas Engineering to IT seventeen years ago, I had started as Intern first to obtain training free to Novell Instructor and 8 months after I was no just Instructor, but also Product Manager in the company where I started. I am very slow doing things for my updates in securty and cloud. Your story is inspiring. I need to repeat that, I have no choice. Thanks.