Step After Step
Rolling into doing more creative endeavors is the way to make the next endeavor begin. Creative or not. Forward motion and the inertia there within is the way to progress. Id always been afraid of working too much that I slowed myself down too many times when it became difficult to balance life and work. Not something I need to continue and if any obstacle is to come to block it, this creative avalanche, it needs to be traversed like a pole vaulter getting over the line. “Get on with it” is what keeps coming to mind amongst my other “Monty Python” thoughts.
I cant say this will ever be a success…… Mostly because success cannot be measured while you are still trying to achieve it. It hasn’t played its bars out yet. But a step is a step. At least the answers I will get will be new ones, because Im starting to ask new questions. Which is another key to another door, keep having questions and settle on answers til the answer fails. Right now, forward motion is key. Writing more will get me reading more which will make me go to the people I follow on here and inspire all kinds of things to get to the next step. Actually creating something. There’s a thing I feel when I’m working and getting things done that I wish I could replicate for when things don’t work out. Because I myself are just decoding my feelings and ambitions so I can do more of this, write screenplays, storyboard, shot list, create content and just get some things down into something to show all of you. Of course I wish I had more of this energy earlier this year, but I was focusing on health and I cant beat myself up for that. Going to the gym three times a week from none was something that made me feel very accomplished. But it was a small fall that caused an almost tumble into terrible thoughts and feelings. Losing sight of even the progress I had made. All landings are bumpy and parts of life are going to be as well.
Put down the procrastination tools and pick up the creative ones. Do what truly makes you happy, escapes will always be around. Do! Do! Do more! Work hard but live too or else what is it really for……