Oh dear Liz. I feel your despair, hear your loneliness, identify 100% with you. I am so glad that you have home hospice care now. It is good for both you and David at this stage. Those tears we shed hurt so much and there is nobody who can help us as it is a pain so personal and deep, they can’t go there.
As usual you are treading the path ahead of me — it helps me think straight and plan for our future. Things are getting more difficult day by day and I am exhausted when I plop into my bed, only to get on the hamster wheel once more 7 hours later. I think it must feel a treat to hear a joyful, “Hi, Good Morning” from the hospice carer, and also to be able to just think about your own shower, own breakfast, own, own, own….. luxury. Rise and shine indeed!!!
