Wow, he must have lots of money
I get in the elevator in a hotel across Juiliard
You answer the door and tell me to get ready
I get in the shower and undress in front of you
You’re taller and older than I imagined
I thought you’d be a handsome young guy
You are stoic
You ask if you like feet
I tell you I don’t
I can hear my heartbeat in my head
The water is beating on my brown body
What will his white body look like?
Is he a ten and I’m a five?
I’m stuck in this valley
He’s the only one there
He turns the lights off
He uses duct tape on me
He wraps the black tape on me
He has the power now
Should I be disgusted?
Should I tell others?
Was this consensual?
It’s my fault