The Playlist I Keep Playing Every Now And Then
I don’t know how to start. I don’t really know how am I feeling.
I don’t know how to say it any better than simply saying that I miss her. I miss her more than I thought I would.
Though I am doing what I want, I have everything I need even though I am struggling basically, but still, I can’t complain.
The playlist is nothing but the songs of the first movie we watched together. Everytime I see this movie on TV, I miss her. I don’t know if she feels the same.
I don’t usually stalk her, but my room-mate follows her on Instagram, and when we were scrolling through his Instagram, I saw her pics. I saw one, and then I couldn’t stop seeing all the pics. I did see every picture of her, she is doing much better than I am.
Now, you might be thinking that I am comparing my life with her life, post break-up and just because her’s seems to be better than mine, I am feeling bad and I am calling it ’I miss her’.
No, it isn’t true. I miss her every single day. It is just that I don’t tell anyone about it. I keep it to myself and try to forget about it.
Alright. Coming to the most important part.
This birthday, she didn’t wish me and I waited for her call every second. Sometimes you wait for one single person to talk to you, but they don’t and that makes all the difference.
Now, I have realized it fully that it’s over and completely over at-least for this life. If I meet her in my next life, I won’t make same mistakes.
The playlist has finally ended and I can’t write without music playing in my earphones. So, I’ll just stop.
Have an amazing day, you all ☺