So I've been learning redux. Watched videos, udemy and YouTube tutorials plus read medium articles and books on redux. I so studied redux I could bet some cash I had the basics on my finger tips. I was so sure I have mastered redux.
So I went ahead to try and apply it in a side project and zappp!!!! I just went blank. It was as though everything I learnt just disappeared.
For that moment, it literally did. You know how you blank out in exam hall? You know how you stand to give a speech and everything you recited which was a few seconds ago in your memory just got missing and you stand in front of people embarrassed? That was literally what happened. I blanked out. I forgot everything. I was so angry that the seat I sat on was vexing me. I felt like tearing down everything. I wanted to bite my laptop charger. I wanted to cry but the tears refused to come out. That made me angry the more. You know that feeling where you want to pour out your emotions and look at it and yet it seems impossible? That's it.
I was so emotional that a hug can really go a long way to help. But no hug was forth coming. To make matters worse, the people around didn't even know what I was going through.
I went home. Took the money I had, cooked 3 indomie, 5 eggs and coke and suya and I started watching "Lion Heart" movie while I ate. I cannor come and go and kiii myself. God will punish redux. When I was through, I went to bed jejely and rested my head.
Fast forward today, I have opened my laptop again. I know you're thinking I have finally learnt redux. Nah! We are still battling.
We die here together.
We are not discouraged. One day I will remember how treacherous redux was.