Can i create the best possible memories in this life span?

Is it by including the closest ones? By achieving success? by achieving fame? By knowing/meeting your idol? By travelling to your dream town? By reading a book? By having coffee with your dear one? Or by just breathing and letting things work the way they are and leaving your future for god to create/mystery?Dancing over your favorite beat? Singing your heart out? Being a top scorer in your high-school finals? Having the best prom? Being the Mr/Mrs famous in college?

When students were asked to talk about their most favorite memory, i had none! Even I am a human being and I appreciate little things but as they say all humans are selfish at some point of time, even i thought that when i gain some respect and fame, that might be my most possible favorite moment. And i am just 18 to achieve anything! I have my whole life left!

Then again as everyone started giving their answers in the class, i startled! I thought i had to sound good in front of the teacher so i started recalling all the journeys and road trips i have taken. Why was I trying to impress anyone? Well I was actually wondering how come everyone already has a favorite memory of themselves at that age when i am busy eating, hogging and trying to cope up with the studies! Well I was ashamed.

I slowly realized nobody really cared of what my favorite memory was. So I just prayed that the school bell rang and i don’t get to answer the question, which did happen! But little did i know, I would stay up all night thinking what I have achieved so far in life!

Why does it happen in human brains that when we have a stupid question about some out of the world topic, we just end up asking ourselves why we are not able to achieve something we have desired so far? Why do we start questioning each day of our life? Why do we regret so much? Why do we start feeling so low about ourselves? Why have we not discovered our talent?

Even I have no answer to these questions! I wanted answers but not every question has an answer. Its all your brain and heart playing hide and seek and ones they find each other, you end up finding your own talent which no one else can do better than you, when you will never question yourself, when u feel happy, when you have a favorite memory and when you appreciate yourself.