teetotalitarianism

I find in myself a certain teetotalitarianism I don’t trust humanity with even a sip of killing it isn’t even the killing, I must remind myself I do not, particularly mind the killing insofar as death is a hazard that life makes inevitable only certain animals would question it (cats do not) rather the othering It’s really the othering, the self-separation that bothers me and… well, can we not do that? Except since I am the only one I may choose for here….. can I not do it? Best I can tell, that is what hurts and puts everyone in such a drunken rage.