If Today was My Last Day

I wonder a lot about if I had just today to live and leave all I had up today to be left behind for everyone to look at. Will I spend today doing all the things I worried would make everyone I know ashamed of me or just knowing me? Will I have enough to leave behind to be remember for? Did I do I could have to make the world just a little better than it was if I never said any was wrong with it? Did I talk enough about what the world will be come if… continued? If I never came to be would this or these people feel different about what I had to say? My answer to all my questions is really I don’t know any of them. I don’t know where not life will end but I only know everyday matters and everyone I had/will met matters too. If we all just look at the facts, the things right in front of us or easily research able what will stop us from loving each other. I have so much to say but feel time is getting the best of me, I want to let everyone know what I have found out already.

What have I found out already? We don’t see what we don’t want to see. I know that does not answer the question or at least not enough to except to have. We want to say the world is great in these ways but bad in these other ways yet we don’t want to say what we are lucky to have now. If we look just a hundred years back the world was at war in the first World War and what was it even about, hard to tell because most people don’t even know their history enough. We see only what social media wants uses to see and reaction they way they want us too.

Do I know anything I even talking? I can’t tell you the answer but I can tell you, I have been there and reacted the way I was told too. I felt only my feelings were right for the situation but I want just doing what I was social media told to do. Before I could say something about my age and not lack/specific of experience in this thing we call life, just think “What makes me right and you wrong about anything?” I should of said you right and me wrong but “what is the real difference?” The answer in nothing but what you are taught to except.

I only have to leave behind what I have done today and before today, will I be remember as a nobody or someone that did something? I have not answer to nothing but I want to do something before I take my last breath. Before you worry I am dying tomorrow, just don’t because I have no reason to think I am or at the least don’t know of it. I am just trying to leave the world better off than if I never happened. I want you to think about how everyone you know would have end up today if you never happened too, good chances not anywhere as happy or loved without your being here.

If I had one thing to leave behind with this article? I would leave that you matter more than you can realize so take everything you have and leave you mark on everything.

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