‘’You Know It’s Freedom Then’’

She’s never close to you as you thought she should be
Yet she’s all occupying your mind
How can she be so cruel not want to want the attention you seek? 
Why am I stronger, dwelling with this day dream?

Gone would be the days as I count in my breath
From inside me a life would step outside 
On that day a new thought would born
That slowly would make me realize that I've only been hard on myself

I would look up to the sky with a few tear drops
And I would tell to myself, I needed to go through this moment
Been holding on for long but I've learned something

I’m free now, I’ve been through the cage - cage of my own thoughts 
But it was Only to feel the freedom

That freedom I feel now.