妳短髮密且軟/狀態誠實漂亮

Dorothy Cheung
Sep 3, 2018 · 6 min read

她走了,然後很多人想起他們的青春,曾經如何與at17和她交錯,但她的逝去,亦改寫了我這樣一個女同志,甚或很多同代女同志的成長故事。

人山人海擁抱綠色和平音樂會,時為2007年

記得第一次聽到at17,是從收音機聽到903播放《始終一天》,後來還有 《The Best is yet to Come》。中學時代的我很孤僻,僅有的朋友當中,只有一個喜歡她們,於是我們煲電話粥的話題,總圍繞她們的動向。那是會考前夕,而我們卻朝十晚八講電話。

當時我們都唸了幾年女校,早就習得直覺,每每探測到短髮女子格外留神,再暗中分類。那年頭在流行音樂界的女人,甚少中性女子,而她們歌裡的性別和感情總是曖昧,那些「我」和那些「你」,也沒甚男人氣味。我們順理成章,反覆猜想她們是不是les,又或是TB抑或pure,話題兜兜轉轉,來來回回,無從考證, 只為多講幾分鐘,又幾分鐘。

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用十五年學乖,再用十五年學壞學寫作學性別學行政,踏入三十,身在荷蘭學攝影。

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