Hi Melissa , I am newly divorced and 45.
What I feel I have learned is that we attract who we are. My girlfriends and I have had many conversations about “Our Pickers” and boy is that a really long conversation. What I am trying to say is that we usually pick someone that is exactly where we are in life, it seems to me that you may be just as unavailable as the men you have chosen…. Perhaps digging deeper past the muscle and getting to the marrow of your own psychology may help you understand how available you really are?
Put the stick down and stop beating yourself up about your age and being alone, this kind of pressure on yourself will only lead you to making bad decisions.
Good luck with everything ❤️