Cacao, Community, and Comida:

Journeying into the Heart of Mexico Profundo

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It all started about a year ago — in San Marcos, Lake Atitlan, Guatemala, where I had the honour of participating in, of all things, a cacao ceremony. What followed was my fated journey down the spiral staircase into the heart of cacao, the heart of Mexico, and the heart of hospitality. Upon returning home, an invitation appeared to attend a talk given by Michael Sacco entitled “the Twenty Teachings of Cacao.” I have lived enough to know serendipity when it’s pulling me by the hair. That night, Michael talked succinctly and poetically about the life, biology, taste, history, and legacy of this beautiful seed and its place in mesoamerican civilization. Afterwards, we spoke and unknowingly planted the seeds that would bring me deep into the birthplace of chocolate.

Later I followed up with a request for resources, which Michael was happy to oblige in the form of a reading list. Six months after our initial meeting, Michael Sacco’s reading list sat on my shelf, waiting. However, as the Mayans know so well, timing is everything. I began volunteering at his Toronto storefront, ChocoSol, and subsequently engaged in a scholarship with the Doctor of Indigenous Studies and Choco-Freak. I learned to learn in new ways, in ways that threw away the cultural lens, while also holding it up to the light.

I learned about the Popol Vuh — a Mayan holy book that describes the creation of the world and humans, about ka-ka-ow, about mesoamerican civilization, about the differences between Mexico profundo (indigenous Mexico) and the Mexico imaginario (modernity-noosed Mexico). I learned about indigenous praxis that continues to break ground despite the weight against it, and about the intellectual arrogance western culture has used to smother other cultures and lives. I was being cooked. Like a seed being broken open so that new life might flourish, my culture-bound perceptions and biases were cracking, like an egg about to be fried by the embers of a still intact, living culture.

Now, I tend to take an annual dip south into more tropical climates, not to binge and burn, but to sit and learn from peoples that might have something radically different to say about life than that which surrounds us in North America. This time it would be Mexico, and this time I would go with a mission of sorts, as a “ChocoSolista.” My mission, if I chose to accept it, would be to visit Oaxaca and Morelos states in Mexico, with my newly formed lenticularized spectacled lenses and learn what I could from the lived experience of my time in the Mexico profundo, sharing ChocoSol chocolate with the cacao producers at the grassroots level. Without hesitation I accepted and packed my giant tin foil covered hashish-like chocolate into my bag and left.

The chocolate I transported to Mexico, wrapped up like…

Morelos

I arrived in Tepoztlan, a small “pueblo magico” in the state of Morelos, an hour’s drive south of Mexico City. Tepoztlan is a serenely popular weekend destination for chilangosi, as well as hippies and new-agers. The food traditions of Tepoztecos have survived five hundred years of Spanish and Mexican influence. At first, I didn’t understand why it would be so important, but remembering the slow disappearance of my grandmother’s food from the family feasts after she died, it started making more and more sense. A colonial culture can make all attempts to force conversion, in any way it can, but if the indigenous culture remains rooted in the same place, then it is more likely their food will retain its rootedness, and that the “recipes”ii will retain their lived memory, even if some things do not (i.e. language, customs, ritual). This is perhaps most obvious when one looks at North American cities, where the diverse diasporas are represented most visibly by restaurants dedicated to their homeland’s cuisine. Moreover, it is not just the memorial lineage of the food itself that survives. It is never just the thing in question, but always the perspective one has — the shared experience of how that thing, in this case food, comes to inform us about how are nourished.

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Tepoztlan — A view of Tepozteco and Tepoztlan Pueblo

In Grassroots Post-Modernism, Gustavo Esteva speaks of a traditional culture of comida found in the Mexico. Comida translates to “food, or meal,” but its nature goes much deeper. Comida is a way of life that would be closely related to gift economics, but to the people who practice it, is not a subcategory of a modern redefinition, but an ancient root of the tree of life — quite literally a foundation felt and shared apriori of its conceptuality. At the least, comida is a communal imperative to share one’s food, with every attention given to “impostura”iii — the affection, togetherness, and understanding embedded in such an act. Food is shared without any conception of resultant expectation or recompense — it is just what is done. One is not feeding the other, one is feeding the village, the community. Moreover comida cannot be considered charity but a form of communal solidarity that seeds and maintains impostura. As Eduardo Galeano says:

“Charity is humiliating because it is exercised vertically from above; solidarity is horizontal and [has a foundation of] mutual respect.”

At best, comida cannot be defined directly. I don’t know if the English language, so couched in the individualistic reductionism, can do it justice. Perhaps, it can be said, that comida and impostura amount to the process within which, and with-out of which authentic communal bonds are born and thrive. It is both the seed and the fruit of communal bonding.

Tepoztecos tell a story that unequivocally reinforces the humility that is demanded by engaging in comida:

“[Their] ancient king [sic] once returned to his village after a long and difficult journey. Dirty, his clothes shredded into rags, he was unrecognizable to his people, who threw him out of the feast they were celebrating at the time of his arrival. Enraged ad saddened by the treatment meted to him by his own people, he went to his palace and, putting on his royal finery, returned to the feast. Now recognizable, he was immediately honoured with the best food available. The [king] took this food and splattered his clothes with it, saying ‘You are hosting the clothes, not the person inside them. Let these clothes, then, have your food; it has not been cooked for real men and women.’ Immediately, he returned to his mountain. Since that day, the doors of the houses of every Tepoztec remain open at all their many feasts and barrio celebrations. Strangers are now customarily invited to join, and enjoy … communal hospitality at feasts for hundreds with the convivial preparation of neighbours.”

Such hospitality was very much evident during my stay, both in spite of and despite the annual carnival fiesta bringing in tons of rowdy chilangos and other foreigners. Perhaps the above story is a reason why so many urbanites come down to this tiny pueblo — there is a sense or air of authenticity and belonging, a remembering even, that is often hidden if not invisible in metropolises like Mexico City, where almost everyone is from somewhere else.

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Oaxaca

After a week in Tepoztlan the wind was blowing me far from the crowds of carnival and sweeping me into the dusty valley of Oaxaca City. Here I met the amazing Juan Antonio Cardenas, a local ChocoSolista who proceeded to give me an insider’s tour of the city’s best pre-Hispanic food, which of course is always found in the markets: the late night memelas and mole and mezcal. The early morning champurrado and tamales. The midday tlayudas and tejate. The all-day & all-night tortillas. Allow me to wipe the drool from my lips. More than simple flavours and ancient recipes, the food of Oaxaca is so firmly rooted in its diverse indigenous cultures,iv it would be hard to imagine any part of the culture existing without it.

After a few days of waxing Oaxaqueno, we packed up and headed out to a small pueblo via the town of Valle Nacional (a 5 hour drive from Oaxaca City). Nestled in a lush valley with soaring green mountains, this was where local producers have been growing cacao, coffee, tobacco, achiote, mamey, bananas, and oranges for hundreds of years. I was introduced to our hosts. Don Max and his family engaged us with a kind of hospitality most westerners can’t even dream of, inviting strangers in as family — a type of generosity you can’t pay for. We were welcomed, given beds to sleep in, food to eat, smiles to return, and some work to do.

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Left to Right — Achiote, Mamey, Cacao Blanco, Cacao Rojo

The village life here is tensely huddled between traditional ways and modern means. The village’s administrative secretary was “interning” in the position for a full year before he is allowed the position permanently, and only then is he paid for his duties. He is of course compensated unofficially by neighbours’ gifts of food and domestic help. However, he spent 5 years studying and working in the United States, and it was clear he was caught up between having to earn his position as a village administrator and the hushed whispers of a rights-based culture that gawks at having anyone do a job “for free.” The dissonance cracked his voice and lowered his head.

Our first day of village life came and went quickly, with the delicious taste of fresh, yellow tortillas, the crisp mountain air, and the rush of hospitality settling our bellies to sleep. Throughout the night the spirit and sound of the rushing river nearby came thru the cabin and into my dreams, giving them that vivid effervescent glow in the rear view mirror of my memory. Despite the fact that many of the villagers had worked illegally in the United States at some point, their culture — their language and customs was still alive and present, much like the land around them.

After a delicious breakfast, Don Max, Juan Antonio and I took off to meet the productores — the families whose laboured fruits had unknowingly brought me here in the first place.

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Various ChocoSol cacao producers

Since many of the locals speak Chinanteco and Spanish is their second language, Don Max did most of the speaking. He introduced me and informed the productores I had travelled from Canada to share with them their rare albino cacao transformed into chocolate. The initial introduction was a little awkward. Who knows how many missionizing types that look like me previously appeared with good intentions? However, their very own Jaguar chocolate was too good to ignore, and they soon lit up with smiles. The smiles people have when they’re too happy to speak. A Cheshire cat grin emerged, the chocolate ringing around their lips, acknowledging the reciprocal work melting in their mouth.

No sooner than we finished meeting the cacao producers and their families did the waft of choco-happiness wake a swarm of frenzied children. They came like locusts, really only a handful, but definitively more than most adults could handle. Ironically, they didn’t know about the chocolate, but I assumed they had and with the stroke of a hand being pulled from a package and a fist unravelling, I sealed my fate for the next 3 days.

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My New Best Friends: Jessica, Gustavo, Odelia, Christian Alexi

Community here is broader and deeper than most westerners can imagine. These child neighbours of Don Max stole in and interrupted meals, woke me up and watched me fall asleep in the hopes they might get another piece of the mouth-watering “CHIK-O-LATA,” as Christian Alexi so flamboyantly called it. In no subtle way, the house of Don Max was the house of all these kids, allowed to roam freely without reprimand, but with a soft and lucid respect for his home.

For Gustavo Esteva and the traditions he speaks of, ideas of community and hospitality are bound up together. One is not in their fundamental nature without the other. “Traditions of hospitality are kept alive only by those who enjoy and participate in communal memory.”v The third morning I woke up to see only Don Max’s wife and daughters. Don Max’s son Beto had arrived from Valle Nacional, advising me his father had left to join the community for a tequio, whereby the able-bodied men would go door-to-door and ask the residents how they were feeling, if they needed help with any projects or if their houses needed repairs. Although it is expected, the men do this voluntarily every 2–3 months. Such commitment and selflessness left me staggered. I sat there all morning thinking about how beautiful such a “chore” is — and not the fact that this was a committee or group, elected to do so, but the opposite, it was the community licking its own wounds, together. As Rumi says, “The wound is the place the light enters.” This communal work doesn’t just accomplish practical tasks, but it binds and strengthens the collective woven story of the people.

Soon after, Don Max returned. Beto, his dad and I began packaging all the dried cacao blanco into huge white, food sacks, sealed and ready to be shipped to ChocoSol. While we packaged, Don Max’s daughter and wife prepared some tortillas and beans as the men stuffed the sacks. Despite the fact that Beto had set up an athletic clothing store in Valle Nacional, he seemed quite proud to work with his father this way, and also to give me a tour of their land and the myriad cacao, achiote, orange, and avocado trees they had growing there. They even allowed me to chop down a pod and engage in the ritual fruit sucking that surely gives the chocolate its addictive qualities.

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Counter-Clockwise From Top Left — Cacao Blanco, Beto & Father Don Max, Me & My Cacao, Don Max & Product

Once my time in the village was up and I had shared as much chocolate as I had brought with me, I spent another 4–5 days in the northern Oaxacan mountains, experiencing stunning views, amazing food, and ancient dialects. When I returned to Oaxaca City, I met back up with Juan Antonio and we continued our ritual food binges, until it was time to be on my way.

Back in Toronto I was ruminating on community, home, and ancestry. Being a 2nd generation, mostly Anglo-Canadian, what concerned me wasn’t so much my version of these themes, but what authentic versions of these look like. With the right combination of humility, connections, and literature, I found myself unveiled — not absorbed into the Mexican experience, but removed from the filter of western culture. Deeply immersed in both the history, the culture, the land, and the people, I began to see the real deep differences between the indigenous mountain pueblos of Mexico profundo and fabricated beach resorts and westernized metropolises of the Mexico imaginario. From inside Mexico profundo (both physically and socially), there was an uncanny sense from an outsider’s point of view, that this might be what it means to belong to a place, and not just to be in a place. From a glimpse of Mexico profundo and its inner veins — the dendritic, reinforced bonds within its communities, the whispers of authentic community slowly come in a clearer light.

The many Tepoztecos, Oaxacans, and Chinantecos I met on my journey showed me some of the tools that can be utilized if we choose to return our fragmented, individualistic society to a place that champions realized and ritualized community. The reciprocal circle between Toronto and Oaxaca is a seed that ChocoSol is planting in both places. The tree is starting to branch and the buds are starting to show, and if we can fertilize the seeds that have fed a people through centuries of conquest and domination, then perhaps we, as North Americans, so visibly uprooted from our indigenosity, can start to branch off towards a re-imagining, a homecoming of what authentic community, and communing looks like. This is just an example. There are many more out there. As Timothy Leary once said, “Find the others.”

i Reference to residents of Mexico City. Original meaning was Mexicans who moved to Mexico City from another locale.

iiI put this in quotes because many cultures do not write down or formalize the preparation/ingredients of regional dishes. They are left open to interpretation by their various inheritors/descendants.

iiiImpostura… connects affectionate people, full of neighbourliness; not ‘managed’ by institutions, but free, alive and autonomous precisely because of their personal bonds; with their roots nourished by their traditions; in worlds where commodities play a marginal role and the environment is largely occupied by the commons.” Esteva, Gustavo, Grassroots Post-Modernism (pp. 63)

iv16 unique languages in the state alone

vEsteva, Gustavo. Grassroots Post-modernism.

Scholar, Writer, W(a/o)nderer. Replanting exiled and sutured seeds, rooting a new home.

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