Learning Game

Learning to become a man that can attract women
I have to admit I have been pretty bad at game aka meeting,talking to and bedding girls since fifth grade. I remember being good with girls before that, I wasn’t afraid of talking to them , I enjoyed playing with girls and teasing them. I was pretty much a bad ass. But something changed from fifth grade going forward, I became super shy around girls especially the ones I found attractive, I became the weird nerdy guy who focused a lot on excelling in school while also deteriorating in communication skills and social situations.
I remember this one girl in primary school I was interested in but whom I couldn’t talk to let alone ask her to be my girlfriend because I didn’t have the balls or courage to approach her. It seemed the more interested and attracted I was to a girl the more I found it difficult to talk to them and express my interest in them. I didn’t know why this was the case back then, my guess right now is that when a guy expresses his interest and sexual attraction to a woman, that puts him in a vulnerable position with a huge risk of being rejected or some other bad thing happening.
My inability to talk to girls I was interested in didn’t seem like a huge problem back then, I thought to myself that as I grew older, I would magically gain confidence and become courageous enough to overcome my fear but this never materialized. My fears of approaching women stayed with me through high school to my early twenties. I took care of my sexual urges through jerking off and porn. Lots of girls that were giving me IOIs (Indicators of Interest)ended up giving up waiting for me to approach them.
High school was way too boring in terms of meeting girls. I was in a boys only boarding school. The only time I got to meet girls was when other girl schools came to our school for various events or when I was lucky enough to go out of school for educational trips and sports outings to other schools. I wasn’t as lucky. We also had few female teachers in our school, that I couldn’t game for obvious reasons. So in the whole of High school I had like three approaches which didn’t result in anything important other than being seen by my classmates that I also talked to girl.
To cut the story short I have been bad with girls for a very long time. Lately my desire to meet, talk to and fuck girls(Jerking off and porn isn’t doing it for me anymore) has increased a lot. This has led me to go on a learning spree on game. I have read lots of blog posts, several books on pick up artistry, I have searched the whole of Internet for every kind of advice I could get on how to improve my game. The best advice I could find has come from the red pill community especially from their Reddit channel. I have been reading a lot of theory about the nature of women,about how to improve my game, about how to approach women etc.
I have even found the courage to approach women, talk to them and even ask for their numbers. Although the failure rate has been high I have been improving my game with each approach that I have made. The last two weeks I have approached five women. Out of the five women I was able to get the phone numbers and set up dates with three of the five girls.
