BTW — saying the words, “enough complaining” usually snaps people out of it so you do not need to do a “friend purge” or whatever the new hot term is for acting like a pompous ass.
We are all toxic and we are all beautiful. The choice is yours as to which one we want to see.
Don’t worry about other people’s schedules. Find what works for you, and commit to drawing during that time for a while.