Making it

My name is Duckenson Castel and i just graduated from film school in Winter Park Fl. moved to Georgia and looking for jobs and such. It’s quit scary reading fact and stories about how students with loans are running broke and can’t p ay back, but you know what, it also takes determination to make it through this world. All my life I have been a father’s boy, knowing that I had him to support me in everything, but at the age of 17 all that changed, and all of a sudden I had to grow up and give up on being or enjoing my teenage life. Thank God for mom and my sisters. No matter how hard it seems or tought it feels, I have grown to know that I am in control of everything going on in my life, (without forgetting God is all of this) He’s been opening doors for and keeping me motivated. Back to what I was saying, I have grown to know that I am in control of it all and what I speak into my life is what must happen, I say must because I speak it and I am going to get it done. Fight, don’t give up, fuck what people say, as long as you know what you’re aiming for and what your goals are. I use to think I was crazy when talking to myself, but yeah it pays to sit sometimes and talk to yourself and get to know yourself, because only then you will knjow your worth. Making it only take you and your determination. Mistakes are only part of your growth, if you got really far with out making any mistakes how would you know how to deal with tough times? I embrace mistakes and no’s because they make me tougher. I like running my mouth but by now you should get what i’m trying to say to you, life is hard but you need to be harder, believe in yourself, fight for what you want, don’t give up even if you are at the bottom, because in a switch everything can turn for the good. :-)