Dying MagicIt’s been two years.Breaking the seal and talking to my partner about how school was put on hold and I was lying about my life for the last number of months…4 min read·May 15, 2024----
Dying MagicI need so much help. I am breaking as a human.I don’t even know what help I need or why I need help I just know I need help because I don’t want to be like this anymore, I want to be…1 min read·Jul 20, 2022--1--1
Dying MagicThe last chance to do something for myself.I have until April to have my shit figured out. My boyfriend and I had a talk and I let him down once again, being unable to move in…2 min read·Jul 20, 2022--1--1
Dying MagicDying would be doing myself a service. Living is where the torture lies.I owe over 7K in fees to my university. This does not include the 10K I owe to the loan service. This is after looking at my school account…3 min read·Jul 19, 2022--1--1
Dying MagicI’m not supposed to be here.I can’t grasp what thoughts are running in my brain. I was supposed to unravel the last thread holding me together. I was supposed to kill…3 min read·Jun 5, 2022----
Dying MagicMental illness is poisoning my mind as cancer does to the bodyI'm a disgusting human being. Barely even human.3 min read·Jun 3, 2022----
Dying MagicI’m being torn in half — over itTW: I am in the trenches battling suicide and I only put this out to the world to feel like I’m not just writing to myself. If you are…5 min read·Jun 1, 2022----
Dying MagicFeeling Overwhelmed and HeavyEmotions are running so high at home. There’s an overwhelming feeling of heaviness in the air. It’s hard to find ground when you feel the…2 min read·May 16, 2022----
Dying MagicLiving On The Brink Of CollapseWhen you have given up hope of finding help and getting better, all you want to do is share your hurt with someone else even though you…2 min read·May 16, 2022----
Dying MagicThe Deadly Impacts of Lying to Yourself and Everyone You LoveWhen your life gets so bad that all you know is how to lie out of fear of facing reality, you reach a point where you realize there is no…4 min read·May 1, 2022----
