PinnedEllyen DaranantainJournal KitaWhat If I Never Met You?Sometimes, when night comes and I am alone with my thoughts, I think about you.May 1652May 1652
PinnedEllyen DaranantainJournal KitaLife won’t get easier, but it’s okayInhale, exhale. If it’s not enough, do it once more.May 2118May 2118
PinnedEllyen DaranantainJournal KitaAm I Too Weak Or Is This Too Much?“I wish I could grow up sooner!” my five-year-old self exclaimed.May 1380May 1380
Ellyen DaranantaI lost you before I even had youIt all happened so fast; I don’t even know how you, a stranger I just met, could capture all of my attention in just the blink of an eye.3d ago13d ago1
Ellyen DaranantaLord, Please Don’t Let Me Love Him“A reply wouldn’t hurt,” I say, laughing with my friends.Aug 201Aug 201
Ellyen DaranantaYou Don’t Love Him, You’re Just LonelyLoneliness is a peculiar thing. One day, you feel strong, content, as if nothing can shake you. But then, on some quiet night, it hits you…Aug 16Aug 16
Ellyen DaranantainJournal KitaI don’t want to die, but I don’t want this life eitherWaking up tired, going to bed tired, doing everything tired. Even breathing is tiring. Do you ever feel like that? Because I do.Aug 84Aug 84
Ellyen DaranantainJournal KitaThe Quarter-Life ReflectionI breathe every single day, grateful for that simple fact. Yet, I don’t feel like I truly live in the present. I just keep going, day after…Aug 2Aug 2