PinnedEllyen DaranantainJournal KitaWhat If I Never Met You?Sometimes, when night comes and I am alone with my thoughts, I think about you.May 1653May 1653
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Ellyen DaranantaSeriously, what are we?More than friends, less than a relationship. Seriously, what are we, exactly? That’s the question I’ve been meaning to ask you all this…4h ago4h ago
Ellyen DaranantainJournal KitaI lost you before I even had youIt all happened so fast; I don’t even know how you, a stranger I just met, could capture all of my attention in just the blink of an eye.5d ago15d ago1
Ellyen DaranantaLord, Please Don’t Let Me Love Him“A reply wouldn’t hurt,” I say, laughing with my friends.Aug 201Aug 201
Ellyen DaranantaYou Don’t Love Him, You’re Just LonelyLoneliness is a peculiar thing. One day, you feel strong, content, as if nothing can shake you. But then, on some quiet night, it hits you…Aug 16Aug 16
Ellyen DaranantainJournal KitaI don’t want to die, but I don’t want this life eitherWaking up tired, going to bed tired, doing everything tired. Even breathing is tiring. Do you ever feel like that? Because I do.Aug 86Aug 86
Ellyen DaranantainJournal KitaThe Quarter-Life ReflectionI breathe every single day, grateful for that simple fact. Yet, I don’t feel like I truly live in the present. I just keep going, day after…Aug 2Aug 2