January 26th, 2017

Hmm okay so Dickbag* and I facetimed and he said he would text me today and guess what??? No text. So I text him “well hi” and he just says “hey whats up” and I said “you were supposed to text me today” and this fool says “I’m sorry Ive been busy and still am” and I’m like OKAY BITCH TF??????? U CAN STILL TEXT ME TO SAY YOURE BUSY UGH I’m tiREDT of not being treated like I should be. That gave me anxiety. My first real anxiety moment and so I txted him back “aw okay well text me when you’re not busy”. He never texted back idk he might never we’ll see!!!!!!!

Me??? A too understanding, see right through your bullshit ass bitch.

I should’ve not texted back, stood up for myself or some shit but we’ve been talking a week lmfao. How would it look like if I was already being petty????????????

We facetimed yesterday and it was going good then he was like “I’m going to bed I’m so tired blah blah blahhhhhhhhhh” he went to bed.

And I caught feelings !!!!!!!!!!!

Well I thought I did lmafoooooo I was thinking about him all night and all day

But I’m alright I’M BICKEN BACK BEING BOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess what??? I love my fucking self, I don’t need a fucking man!!!@!!!!!! I am not no regular ass bitch!!!!!!!!!

You think I have men all over me?? Guess what bitch, keep thinking that cuz I’m bad af & cute af & if I wanted a man I could have him but I do want this man & he aint replyin back!!!! A VISCOUS CYCLE

Wish boys would tell me when theyre not interested. Don’t waste my fucking time, Dickhead*.

THANKS PEACE AND LOVE!!!!!

January 26TH 2017

Bro the NEXT MOTHERFUCKER WHO WANNA MAKE ME LIKE THEM THEN GO GHOST IS GUNNA HAVE TO FUCKING SQUARE UP!!!!

I’M FUCKING TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yo I’M FUCKING TIRED.

TIRED OF THIS SHIT.

A GROWN ASS MAN

AIN’T GONNA TELL ME

HE DON’T WANNA TALK NO MORE???

HE JUST ISN’T GONNA SAY SHIT???

BRO????????????????

MEET ME OUT FUCKING SIDE BRO, DROP YOUR ADDRESS I’M FUCKING READY AND I HOPE YOU’RE READY TO CATCH THESE FUCKING HANDS!!!!!

Lmao I should ask my grandma if she still likes trump lmao.

ANYWAY, I HAVE STRESS AND ANXIETY BECAUSE OF THIS SHIT.

IS HE GONNA TEXT ME???? Probably not.

AM I GONNA STRESS ANYWAY??? Yeah duh

I just wanna fuck him up. I’m tired of this man.

I am feeling my feelings, I’m hurt J

I don’t wanna talk to anymore guys. I’m done, I’m really really really really really done. I am man enough for myself. Unfortunley I don’t have a dick. NAH NVM FORTUNLEY I DON’T HAVE A DICK.

But if I did have a dick I would treat these girls with some fucking respEKT

Fuck these fools

YOU JUST GUNNA MAKE PLANS WITH ME THEN NOT TALK TO ME??

I am beating a dead horse, Ik but that’s what a diary is for hahahahahaha it’s lit!!!!!!!!!

I’m so tired. It’s only 8pm I wish I had some sleeping pills.

Idk I didn’t think I even liked him much??? But it’s like we texted day and night so ????? and we lowkey made plans?????? Maybe he met someone.

I WOULDN’T KNOW BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE CLOSURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BRO FUCKING SQUARE UP

YALL I’M TIRED OF BOYS

*names have been rightfully changed bc you don’t want someone to think they’re too special around here.

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