Monday Mood
Hello it’s quiet long I couldn’t make time to spoil something here
Lately things are gradually coming up and make me have to shortlist priority. Life is running as it has to flow.
I attempt to appreciate my life by loving myself even more. I have been keen on everything about me but now it has become to another deep of level where I really put myself in the center. It doesn’t mean I have to egoist but I have to ponder what myself wants first then I try to comply what other’s. As someone ever explained me, I have to love myself to gain confidence which shines the inner aura. That really works on me now. Everyday I try to love myself, good or bad, I always take it for a lesson of life. I won’t degrade myself just because bad things occur and starting to blame everything. I am afraid to fail taking values for what God makes me to experience. That’s why now I love myself even more. I enjoy myself being alone instead of blaming why I am still all-23-year single. I enjoy myself to go to the malls alone instead of begging people to accompany me, if they are all busy then I don’t have to insist and take my bonding as granted. There will be a time for us to gather. I enjoy myself to lay on the bed while weekend instead of labeling myself as lazy-procrastinated person just because I don’t do outside activity. I love to have myself a space and have a deep thought what actually been I doing.
I really thank God for having those people whom I can contact every time I need to share or feel bored. I thank God for presenting me those heart-kind peers whom I know they always try to make me cheered. Tho most of time I’m kinda quick-tempered person or even more sensitive than I have to react, but my inner circle always never feel offended and understand my ups-and-downs behavior.
Start to love yourself and good lover will come along the way.
XOXO
