My public call out for my Abuser isn’t an open invitation for help also. I do not require saving or assistance. For most of my life, I’ve fought my own battles against my past abusers and this should be no different. I have no desire for people to meddle in.
Yes, I do possess a strong moral compass that guides most of my decisions. Do I blame other people for the ways in which my Abuser is thriving? Nope. I am deeply sad and worried because I know my Abuser is highly calculated and will hurt more people pretty soon.
After all that, I felt pushed into a corner. I started feeling like the walls of my personal life were closing in. Every thing I did, I did out of sheer, cold fear. I couldn’t think for the next 5 mins, let alone the next few months because of their actions.