A bystander

I always get this feeling of being a bystander when I was and am in the circle. Sometimes I just detach from the people around me and get isolated. Their laughter fade away.
I am kind of an eccentric person who don’t often enjoy the company of others and find it energy-consuming to talk with a bunch of guys. So most of the time I stay with myself, and I start writing here. I have now been living in France for about one month now. I decide to keep a journal of my stay in Provence.