I need you.

Ella
11 min readMay 29, 2024

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Photo by Alejandra Quiroz on Unsplash

An erotic tale based on a true story.

It had been weeks. Weeks she had been constantly craving his touch. Needing to feel him close to her, to feel his hands on her. To put her hands on him.

Ella hadn’t even been able to get herself off properly while they’d been apart. He seemed to have some sort of magic key to her ability to orgasm that he forgot to leave behind when they ended things. Now she couldn’t even deal with her hormones on her own.

She had reached her breaking point and needed to see him. She decided it would be easiest if she just showed up at his office unannounced. She used to do that whenever she was in the area, it wouldn’t be a big deal. She enjoyed the thought of taking him by surprise, and imagined a variety of different reactions to him seeing her.

She was hungry for him, and she thought he must feel the same because their desire for each other was never in short supply. Even though their affair was over, the passion didn’t die when it ended.

Pulling into the parking lot, she centered herself. Her nerves were kicking in now. “What if he’s pissed I just showed up?” She wondered. “Then he’ll tell you to leave and you’ll leave” she told herself, trying to be indifferent.

She took a deep breath and got out of the car.

It felt like forever since she’d walked into his building. There was an odd homeyness to it after spending so much time there over the years.

As she turned the handle to the office door, the receptionist looked up and smiled at her.

“Hello” Ella greeted her, “Is Dan back there?” she asked.

“Let me see if he’s available, can I let him know who’s here?” The receptionist asked politely.

“A friendly surprise” Ella replied with a smile.

The receptionist returned her smile and walked down the hall to Dan’s office. She heard her deliver the message, which she was sure he had at least partially heard already.

As the receptionist walked back down the hall toward Ella, she said “he’ll be right out” before heading back into her office.

“Thank you” Ella said.

A few seconds later, Ella heard the familiar sound of light footsteps down the hall. Dan stepped out of his office to walk toward her, an amused look on his face.

“God, he’s so fucking sexy” she thought as he walked toward her. He was wearing his usual button down, slacks and loafers. She ached to run her hands all over him.

She could already feel the desire building deep in her belly. How could she be so turned on just by the sight of him?

He stopped about halfway down the hall and signaled for her to come back to his office. When she used to come visit, she would sit in his office and they would chat, sometimes for hours, while he attempted to get some work done. It was a familiar gesture and made her feel warm inside, like nothing had changed.

“I can’t stay long” she told him. “I was hoping we could chat privately for a second” she added quietly.

He looked at her with obvious curiosity, eyebrows raised. His eyes told her he knew exactly what she meant. “Lead the way” he said, gesturing toward the office door.

As they walked out the door and turned down the hall to walk toward the vacant office, her heart was pounding. Just being near him again felt amazing. She longed to reach out and touch him as they walked, but she resisted.

They made the short walk in silence. Once they stepped into the office, she felt all the familiar things. It felt like half of their relationship happened in this place. “That’s probably about right” she thought. He reached out for her hand once they were inside. She took it and felt her heart jump.

Dan led her to their old spot. Once they reached it, he turned to look at her, taking both of her hands in his.

“So,” he said, half smiling with amusement, “what’s this unexpected surprise about? I thought you hated me.”

“I could never hate you” she said quietly. “I wasn’t thrilled with the way things ended, but it didn’t change how I feel about you.”

“That’s nice to hear. Then…” he trailed off looking at her with his eyebrows raised, pushing her to answer the question.

Ella took a deep breath.

“I need you to help me get off” she blurted out. “I can’t do it myself anymore, I’m not sure why. I guess I can’t focus. I know you don’t want this to keep going like it was. You don’t even have to touch me if you don’t want to. Just being near you will be enough” she finished quickly, forcing herself to say it as fast as she could before she chickened out. It felt like a relief to finally say it. Now the ball was in his court.

Pausing briefly, he asked “You haven’t gotten off since you last saw me?”

“No.” She admitted.

He ran his eyes up and down her body and she immediately felt the fire in her belly again. It felt more amazing than usual after not having felt it for so long. She had forgotten how much stronger it was in person.

Dan took a step closer to her and put his hand on her throat. Ella’s eyes widened and pleasure surged through her. Her lips parted slightly as her breathing increased.

He walked her backward and pushed her up against the wall with his hand still on her throat.

He began running his free hand up her body, squeezing her breasts as he leaned toward her slowly. “Touch yourself” he whispered in her ear.

As his hand ran back down her body, she could feel his erection pressing into her left hip while he kissed her neck, still gripping her throat. She couldn’t control her ragged breathing.

“W-what?” She stammered, stunned at his words.

“I want to watch you get yourself off” he said, his voice low and husky against her ear as he continued to fondle her with one hand and hold her throat with the other.

Shocked but thrilled at his command, she immediately obeyed. Shivering in anticipation, she pulled her dress up and slid her hand down her panties to rub her already throbbing clit. A light moan escaped her lips when she felt how wet she was just from being near him.

She worked her fingers in small pressured circles, feeling her climax building instantly. She was so turned on by all of this; him taking control, telling her what to do, feeling how turned on he was in return.

Ella moaned his name as she worked her fingers harder, chasing her release. He took his hand from her throat to cover her mouth.

“Shhh, you’re going to get us caught” he said, kissing down her neck and on to her chest.

She couldn’t help it. Whenever he was close to her like this, she could never seem to keep quiet. It was like the pleasure had to escape through her mouth. She could never remember to be quiet with him right there.

She could still feel the warmth of his cock pressed against her leg and she ached to feel him inside of her. She reached over to stroke him over his slacks while she continued working her clit, remembering how amazing it felt to feel him slide in and out of her so slowly, teasing her. She was panting at the memory.

“You make Daddy so hard” he said, closing his eyes at her touch. She moaned in response and grabbed him harder, moving her hand up and down to feel his length. She loved feeling how hard she made him.

He kissed her to cover her mouth and she could feel his hunger for her. It drove her wild inside.

“You’re so wet aren’t you?” He breathed against her lips.

“Uh huh” she responded, still focused on the memories of him on top of her in this room and the feeling of his kiss. She was so close she could hardly contain herself.

“Put your hand back on my throat” she begged. He did so, leaning his head against her shoulder to steady himself.

He ran his tongue along the edge of her ear. “Cum for me, baby” he whispered.

She was immediately undone. Those words were the key to her pleasure and she felt her orgasm consume her entire body as she shook, his name on her lips.

Once she came down from her high, they exchanged a look of amusement as she situated her dress and he adjusted himself.

He ran his hands gently up and down her body, smiling.

She suddenly remembered how long it had been since she’d seen him. He always had a great appreciation for her body and she reveled in his admiration.

Since they stopped talking, she had been working out more than ever. Mostly for stress relief, but she was determined to be in the best shape possible. He was her main motivation. Even if he wasn’t going to be touching her anymore, she knew he would approve of her effort and that was all she needed.

In this moment, it had paid off. He was running his hands down her sides, squeezing gently around her midsection.

Suddenly, he hiked her dress up to sit above her hips, then pushed it up further to expose her stomach.

He was gazing down and she was sure he was looking at the subtle outline of her abs. She flexed while he squeezed her.

“Jesus.” Dan said softly, admiring her while he rubbed his fingers up and down her muscles. She grinned in response.

The new workout class he had recommended she try had definitely made her stronger, and she was thrilled he could tell.

Ella could see he was still worked up, and while her last orgasm was fantastic, she already wanted another. And she longed to taste him again.

She reached out to touch him again, looking in his eyes as she did so, daring him.

As she rubbed his cock through his slacks, she could tell his self control was waning. He was so hard it made her insides throb with desire. “You want that in your mouth, don’t you?” He asked.

She licked her lips, and that was all the response he needed. Grabbing her shoulders, he shoved her down onto her knees. She looked up at him with a mischievous smile, pleasure coursing through her at the thought of feeling him in her mouth again.

“Fuck.” He said, undoing his belt and pushing his pants and boxers down with one hand while pulling his dress shirt and undershirt up with the other.

“God, I forgot how perfect his dick is” she thought as she saw him. She couldn’t help but think it was her Cinderella slipper, a perfect fit in every way.

She wrapped her hand around the base and squeezed gently, feeling how firm and ready he was. Desire coursed through her. She swirled her tongue around the tip to moisten it.

“We have to be quick” he told her in a raspy voice.

Ella looked up and locked eyes with him as she ran her tongue up his shaft. “Don’t worry” she said, “I know what Daddy likes.” She loved the feeling of him looking down and watching her.

She began to work him with her left hand while she put the tip in her mouth and worked the wetness down.

She slid her right hand back down her panties. Feeling him so hard and eager was the biggest turn on for her. She loved to get herself off while feeling him fuck her mouth. She moaned while she sucked him, feeling an insane amount of pleasure from pleasing him.

His head fell back, mouth open, sighing heavily as she stroked and sucked him. He wove his fingers into her hair to control her head, adjusting her speed and thrusting toward her. She worked her fingers harder against herself when he did that, reveling in the feeling of him taking control.

He gripped her hair firmly, pulling her head back to look up at him. He looked down at her, mouth open, eyes full of desire.

“Oh God, I love it when he does that” she thought. Everything he did only turned her on more.

He pushed back into her mouth, harder this time. Picking up the pace, she could feel him getting closer.

She worked her left hand in a twisting motion to stroke him while she sucked, knowing he loved when she used her hands and mouth together. The thought sent another wave of desire through her and she worked her right hand harder against her clit, getting closer to her own orgasm as she worked him toward his.

She ached to run her hands up his body and feel his muscles flex while he fucked her mouth, but her hands were full and they were short on time.

Again, he grabbed her hair and pulled her head back to look up at him. When their eyes met, she felt the desire deep in her belly. She was so close.

“Fuck, you’re touching yourself” he said, breathing heavily.

“Mmhm” she replied, taking him back in her mouth. She loved to taste him and wanted to enjoy every second she could.

She worked him eagerly, feeling him hit the back of her throat repeatedly while she stroked him.

“Fuck baby, that feels so good” he breathed while he let his head fall back, both hands on her head. She was right on the edge, hearing him say that almost pushed her over. She moaned against him in response.

“You wanna swallow it?” He asked, looking down at her.

Pausing for a second, she looked up at him.

“Mmm yes, you wanna cum for me Daddy?” She asked, taking him back in her mouth and sucking while she rubbed herself.

His breathing getting heavier, he adjusted his grip in her hair. “I’m gonna cum, are you ready?”

“Mmhm” she hummed around him.

Gripping her hair tighter, she felt him cum down her throat while he moaned. She swallowed him down as she felt him pulsing in her mouth.

Feeling him cum sent her spiraling over the edge. She finished with him, moaning against his cock in her mouth, every inch of her body tingling.

She sucked him one last time to taste every last drop, and smacked her lips as she looked up at him, grinning.

Dan helped her up and they both quickly situated themselves to go back to work. It was hard to believe all this happened in less than 15 minutes.

They looked at each other and both kind of laughed at themselves and the situation. They could never seem to get enough of each other.

“That cannot be replicated” he said, sighing as they walked toward the door.

“No, it can’t” Ella laughed. “It feels so good to be with you. I’ll miss it.”

“Me too” he said, hugging her goodbye. “This isn’t the end.”

His response surprised her.

“You think we’ll still be doing this 2 years from now?” She asked, amused.

“I don’t know” he said. “Hopefully not since we’re both trying to fix things at home.”

“Yeah” she replied, sad to think of this ever really ending.

She knew she would never stop loving him, but it felt more like an ending this time than it had before. They weren’t ever great at staying apart, mostly because she couldn’t resist him, but the time between when they spoke was getting longer each time now.

Ella hated thinking about it. A life without him in it seemed so empty. So void of color and passion.

Dan kissed her forehead firmly, bringing her back to the moment. She wanted to melt into the floor right there.

As she walked toward the door to leave, he said “You really are such a good girl.” She knew he said it because she loved to hear it, which made her happy.

She looked back over her shoulder to see him one more time as she stepped outside. “Only for you” she said with a smile, and walked out.

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