Goodbye, Cameron.

#RIPCameron

I will never forget this day.

I woke up to get ready to work. Usually, the first thing I do is to check my phone for any texts from my coworkers or friends.

Let me tell you something really important. — That was a very rare scenario in my life where I wished that I didn’t check my phone at all.

Let me tell you why.

I opened Twitter, and I was seeing Cameron’s face all over the place. I thought maybe he got a new deal in a movie or they might be renewing a TV show where he will be starting or something. — I mean he’s an awesome guy who can make anyone laugh so I wasn’t surprised to have such thoughts.

What scared me the most is that I saw broken hearts & praying emojis in every single tweet. That made me go crazy. I started to have negative and cold feelings right there. I wanted to stop checking more tweets, but I kept scrolling and refreshing my timeline in an insane way.

I opened the Trending section on Twitter to figure out what’s happening! I saw one of the most painful hashtags for me personally. I saw something that broke my heart. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I saw this…

#CameronBoyceRIP

At that moment, I am still trying to figure out what to say. I am seeking anything reasonable…