A Long Day

Hello World,

I feel like throwing everything away, lying down on a soft blanket and let it wrap around me like a burrito. Every night I stared at the ceiling and asked myself before falling asleep: “What is the mission that “they” have given me? What will I do for the rest of my life? Will it be a string of coincident events or a series of repetitive boring days?”. The funny thing is, I completely forget about them in the morning as if all my energy is for going to school and getting my work done. But sometimes they come back like old friends, haunting me with my uncertain future. I have learned that there is no exact solution to any problem in life because things can change. A few of many things that you can do is be open and ready for this unexpected future, rock all opportunities you can afford and always take care of yourself.

I was dull and sluggish for the whole day, until I heard some life advises from the wonderful guest speakers came and talked during our meeting, and one of them is “Students don’t care how much you know, until you show them how much you care.” It is not because it rhymes, but the more I think about it, I am sure that it is not between tutor and tutee anymore.

The world is wide and spinning so fast. I know that I will be all lonely on the road I walk, and there’s nothing can stop me.