The clouds above the mountain outside my window are passing slowly and gently as the morning sun rising behind this massive and monumental formation kisses the highest peaks. …

The imagery and the insanity of war came to me not only on YouTube but also on the screen of my inner eye in the not so distant past. “No, thank you, I’ve been in wars in other past lives, they are horrible, been there, done that.” — I told…

I have been sobbing intermittently since yesterday morning. I am pissed! I am outraged! I am in shock! I would not have thought Putin would really invade Ukraine! I thought we did not live in the Middle Ages any more and wars were not fought by weapons. But oh no…

The Four Altars Ceremony in Peru All the experiences I have had in the first ten days of my stay in the Sacred Valley of Peru — including the Festival of Medicine Music — were nothing relatively to what followed later: The Four Altars Ceremony with Alonso Del Rio. “This…

Here’s all the pain I’ve ever felt It’s sacred Here’s all my mistakes crucified on a cross They are sacred Here’s all the time I have sacrificed It is sacred Here’s all the ways I have wronged you They are sacred Here’s the Grandmother Medicine She is sacred Here’s the…

There’s a gathering I have been going to every summer for the last 12 years. Being a person of very few habits and not much consistency in the realm of the material world, one would ask “what makes her go to this gathering every year?” I did miss one gathering…

This music is slowly but surely growing on me…balancing on the slanted slope of the Shoreline Theater south of San Francisco, I am watching a family of birds who made their nest in a sheltered corner on the pole holding the huge amplifiers — what on Earth could they be…

My heart and ears were melting from the infinite joy I felt when my mother presented me with a piano -performance over the phone. Even though her timing was completely off, I could still hear the melody she was trying to capture on her new electric piano. All the notes…

Psychelic journeys, meditations and out-of-body states are all interesting and educational, but there’s nothing like going back to my home-town in Hungary for 3 weeks when it comes to experiencing dimensional shifts. Being a California-transplant and pampered by a life of freedom in the West for the last 22 years…