Lover’s Quarrel

the things I think about when we fight

My heart is being torn. Just writing things to store my emotions, to prevent myself from breaking down. Wishing that I can pull myself out of depression.

It is not just “love”. It is not also a love you feel when you are in high school. You inspire me. I built my dreams with you in my mind. You said that you would stay beside me. That you would love me more than I love you my dear.

I tried not believe all those things, believing all of those are just sudden burst of emotions. But eventually you broke into the wall that guards my heart. There is no turning back.

We've been through many things. We had romantic dates and sweetest kisses. Stayed up all night, waiting for time to pass by before us. The long walks together while we hold each other’s hands. Wishing all of these things to last forever.

Still, inevitable things happens. We quarrel, break each others hearts and make each other’s eyes shed tears. I know my dearest, these things are heart breaking. But I am still hoping we can always fix this.