Sheesh Meaghan, that was one artful and provocative description of an artful and provocative sexual act. I am moved and shaken, it is that good.
You have touched a nerve. It is a nerve that detects the rare and elusive synthesis of masculine and feminine energies. I have found that my bliss is driven by that synthesis.
I found, in your piece, that by initiating and pursuing the sexual experience, you were manifesting masculine energy; the penetrating, proactive energy of the provider. At the same time, you were manifesting feminine energy; the accommodating, accepting energy of the receiver. That synthesis is the core principle of Vajrayana Buddhism; the Vajra being the masculine phallic penetrator, and the Ghanta being the feminine receiver.
To have a lover like you is, IMHO, the fantasy of every man. Or is that something that women want? I think so. I think that we all benefit when we acknowledge our opposite-gender characteristics. My sex life has improved since I acknowledged my feminine side. I think you’re onto something here — I can’t wait to read your other work.
Now I’m going to go read it again — slowly…
