A Match made in Heaven

Sometimes I wonder if my original guardian Angel died protecting me. And the new one they assigned me was secretly in love with her and blames me for her death. So he sometimes lets bad thing happen to me as his way of revenge. Not more than I can handle though, and he always jumps in just in time to save me if it ever gets out of control: because its not what she would have wanted, and because part of him still blames himself.

Then I realize there is no way my life would be that interesting. 
So I take one last hit and squash the joint on its ashes. And turn to stare once more at the clock, as 4:19 turns to 4:20.. AM.