Imagine a world without expression…. Lives lived without small confessions….. Deaths created before our time… Poetry written without any rhymes.. I’ve faded so slowly into an abyss .. Created so easily by sanity remiss… A pain without gain that hides deep inside… A reality that never seems to subside… I wait for your face to make me smile… But all I have is a frown my heart seems to dial… Please tell me God what I am supposed to do…

Gravity Heaves of a formidable emotion buried by gravity Shimmer in the wake of my new found insanity Weak or strong? Right or wrong? Questioning absolutely everything Wondering listless if it meant anything Degradation Confrontation Absolution Evolution Longing so profound Beating hearts the only sound Why oh why can’t I get this right I’m so tired baby I fought with all my might Broken and jaded can’t define any truth

Shallow Weakened Defeated Without substance Fear is lacking Truth the same You ask me, I tell you with sweet refrain My truth denies me I may never know Why I love unhindered but that light doesn’t show You don’t believe the words that I say But please know I feel…

All the while All the while thinking of me Your wondering why does she still love me I spent so much time bringing her down Never realizing she wears the crown Her love and beauty come from grace Nothing I do will hide it from my face Eternity was there deep in her eyes But she finally got tired of living in my lies She is nothing I have ever seen before When I saw her tonight my jaw hit the floor.

Words Lyrical, rhythmic nuances, splattered methodically, Conveyance attempted, constantly misguided, hopelessly tragic. Undermining purities, simplicities defined yet FORSAKEN, seemingly worshipped. Unfathomable Emotions, machinations, inexplicably faltered fruitless. Expression altruistic, naturally. Theoretically renders silent thought. Imagination rendered useless, fearing plausable infinity.

Hmm, Me, Me, Me Sat, pondered just today Some meaningless nonsense I heard you say You laughed and scoffed at another’s expense Weak, cold hearted without pretense Defilement without a concern Let this teach you, I hope you can learn Repense now to educate Self is the loser so full of hate. powerless you are face to face Broken mind filling silent space Lacking spewing vile discord All for nothing because your bored

No doubt There isn’t any doubt in my mind you know how to love a woman. I’m just sorry it wasn’t me.

Silence Silence speaks volumes igniting imaginations Resolving resolve Creating puzzles Breaking spirits Echos infinite Patience ignored False truths Frozen Freedom Fathoms Forced Fallacies Forgotten Never mentioned Forever Silenced

Mother Swallowed inside shame and disgrace Feeling small with empty looks upon my face How to understand the unbelievable Knowing hate and jealousy inconceivable How Should I begin to fathom my truths With a knowing that started in my youth I’ve done everything to prove myself Why wasn’t I enough And just placed upon a shelf Why did you hold me back Why wouldn’t a mother keep their child on track Instead devising despicable plots