Things don’t go your way,
the way you dreamed it would be.
You want it so badly that it hurts.
Time passes, situations unfold
and you realized that things are for the better,
perhaps God was protecting you from the thing you wanted most,
because He knows what is best for you,
and most of the time what you want, is not what He wants for you.
Perhaps the best thing to do is to seek the Lord, to grow closer to Him, to
know and align yourself to His will, and things will start falling into place.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. (Proverbs 3:5–6 ESV)